I am done chasing after you. I am done.
I am letting go; if you want me, it’s your turn to prove it.
You say you need space? You need time?
Well now you’ve got it.
I’m done trying, I’m done crying.
This is all up to you.
I'm supposedly selfish simply because I want to be something that you're scared to lose...but how is that so? I think that's in some ways what every one wants - boy or girl. Everyone wants to mean that much to someone, everyone wants it to matter if they're there or not.
I just want to know that you want me. I just want to be assured that I am what you want, what makes you smile. That's all I want to be.
I'm watching the Notebook and all I can think of is you. ALL I can think of is YOU. "I lost you once, I think I could do it again, if I thought it's what you really wanted."
July 30, 2008. I lost you because I didn't fight for it.
I won't make that mistake again. I will fight for this, I will fight for us.
If you want me, you're going to have to prove it.
I am letting go; if you want me, it’s your turn to prove it.
You say you need space? You need time?
Well now you’ve got it.
I’m done trying, I’m done crying.
This is all up to you.
I'm supposedly selfish simply because I want to be something that you're scared to lose...but how is that so? I think that's in some ways what every one wants - boy or girl. Everyone wants to mean that much to someone, everyone wants it to matter if they're there or not.
I just want to know that you want me. I just want to be assured that I am what you want, what makes you smile. That's all I want to be.
I'm watching the Notebook and all I can think of is you. ALL I can think of is YOU. "I lost you once, I think I could do it again, if I thought it's what you really wanted."
July 30, 2008. I lost you because I didn't fight for it.
I won't make that mistake again. I will fight for this, I will fight for us.
But I can't be the only one fighting for this.
I want you. I want you to love me, to want me,, to need me. I want you to be scared to lose me. I want this. I want us. I want to grow old with you on rocking chairs on our front porch with grandkids sitting with us.
I have done all I can think of to convince you to stay, to make it clear that I want you. Now, it's just a waiting game. Well I'm not going to simply sit here. That never ends well for me. So I'm going to go on with my life. I'm going to go on as if this isn't happening; I'm going to go like my heart isn't starting to tear.
If you want me, you're going to have to prove it.
You're going to have to chase me.
Do you love me?
