It's amazing how truly alone you can feel, surrounded by hundreds of people.
I want to enjoy this, I want to smile easy, laugh a lot. But I just feel so numb. I feel like I don't belong like I'm not wanted. I don't feel a part of things. I'm there, but I'm not really there. I'm no where. I'm nothing. I'm alone. And no one knows how I feel because I barely even do.
I wish I could tell him but I don't want to bother him. And I don't want him to leave......
I wish I was normal. I wish I wasn't so imperfect.
I wish I was someone that someone could love.
